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Where I’d prayed for everyone else for so long... I had ignored the fact that I did need God.
"I wanted to be liked, so I wanted to do whatever was necessary to be liked, to be accepted, to be popular."
I got involved with alcohol; in a life that I probably shouldn’t have been in; and relationships I shouldn’t have been, with men. Even in emotionally dependent friendships with my girlfriends.
I didn’t know if God loved me. I was just so desperate. I started to try to find my identity in relationships with guys.
"I never realized the God that they serve is not the biblical God. The reason I didn’t realize it is because, as a Mormon, I never read the word of God."
"I was the girl on top of the bar with money being put on me, not remembering any of it the next morning."
So I started playing the guitar, which came out of nowhere. I didn’t even know how to play the guitar at the time. I would spend every Friday and Saturday in my room at night just learning how to play and learning to sing wor...
He kept using Bible verses, and I would say, “I don’t believe the Bible. Why do you keep quoting the bible? Why can’t you quote another book?”
